Today started out as a super day. Even had a bit of the swagger on the way to work. Got along great with the boss, getting tons of stuff done. Then....then....I decided to answer an ad on Craigslist. It was hers.
The thing that got me was that she emailed me back, trying to not let me feel like "no one liked me". I think it has more to do with stoking the fires. It's pretty common for people to not respond in these situations and I doubt that she has responded to every inquiry from her multiple ads. For whatever reason, it sort of shot me down.
So, following my theory about the therapeutic value of motion....I headed to the treadmill and hit it for about a half and hour or so. Not a super workout, but I think quite effective as I opted to say continual affirmations about various things. But WOW, my abs hurt. The crunches and leg lift thingys really get you!
Well, time to head off to my weekly awakening session!
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- Lost Soul
- I have been lost for many years. Have never found my true self, destroyed a number of relationships (romantic and otherwise) and had various other issues. At 39, after having met the girl of dreams, I tried to get it together. I was too late. She dumped me. She kept the house. I got laid off. I filed bankruptcy. I need to find myself or my life is going to continue to be a series of bad re-runs. This is the tale of my daily struggle to keep afloat. Sometimes general, sometimes personal - these are the true tales of a Lost Soul Searching.
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