Oooops. I did it again. Tonight she called the whole thing off. It's funny, although I haven't been on Cloud 9 lately about the whole thing....I'm still torn up. We went for a fantastic 8 mile hike, then came back to my place and chilled, talked, and she dumped me.
I feel a great sense of failure. I thought I was in a better place - more capable of maintaining a relationship. Not the case.
This is it for a very long while. I can't keep doing this over and over again.
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- Lost Soul
- I have been lost for many years. Have never found my true self, destroyed a number of relationships (romantic and otherwise) and had various other issues. At 39, after having met the girl of dreams, I tried to get it together. I was too late. She dumped me. She kept the house. I got laid off. I filed bankruptcy. I need to find myself or my life is going to continue to be a series of bad re-runs. This is the tale of my daily struggle to keep afloat. Sometimes general, sometimes personal - these are the true tales of a Lost Soul Searching.
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